Full Circle

I thought for my first official post back I'll write about how I ended back here. 

So, you know how you avoid doing something? Like you keep putting it off and making a million excuses of why you just don't want to. Well, that's me. I didn't want to write. I have a trillion reasons that I shouldn't be. Why me? Nobody is going to read it. My grammar is bad. Yada, yada, yada. 

Listen, my ancestors said " Oh yes you, Bitch!" I have been running from this. I am cusser okay. I am not for the general public. So I tried working a 9 to 5. They were like nope, give me that job. Eh, okay. So, I tried to run a business doing something else I love. They swatted that shit out the air like Lebron. Enter a bunch of eye rolling and lip smacking because I know they lying. So by now I'm pissed. "What do y'all want from me?" Now, I ain't a saint so add a few more profanities to the end of that because I need money and y'all playing. These people of mine gonna tell me I am a healer. "Bitch,who?...Me?!". These past couple of weeks they have put me to test. Told me I've been running long enough and basically if I keep ignoring them it's not gonna go well. Sigh. 

Moral of the story when you aren't aligned with your destiny everything will go full circle till you get it right. I ain't happy right now but I'll be alright. I am a planner. I want to know all the details beforehand. Instead I'm being thrown in head first. Ok, cool. Not like I got a choice. It's all good. At least that's what I keep telling myself. Listen to your ancestors people. Or get thrown into your path like me. Stay BeYoutiful.