Full Circle

I thought for my first official post back I'll write about how I ended back here. 

So, you know how you avoid doing something? Like you keep putting it off and making a million excuses of why you just don't want to. Well, that's me. I didn't want to write. I have a trillion reasons that I shouldn't be. Why me? Nobody is going to read it. My grammar is bad. Yada, yada, yada. 

Listen, my ancestors said " Oh yes you, Bitch!" I have been running from this. I am cusser okay. I am not for the general public. So I tried working a 9 to 5. They were like nope, give me that job. Eh, okay. So, I tried to run a business doing something else I love. They swatted that shit out the air like Lebron. Enter a bunch of eye rolling and lip smacking because I know they lying. So by now I'm pissed. "What do y'all want from me?" Now, I ain't a saint so add a few more profanities to the end of that because I need money and y'all playing. These people of mine gonna tell me I am a healer. "Bitch,who?...Me?!". These past couple of weeks they have put me to test. Told me I've been running long enough and basically if I keep ignoring them it's not gonna go well. Sigh. 

Moral of the story when you aren't aligned with your destiny everything will go full circle till you get it right. I ain't happy right now but I'll be alright. I am a planner. I want to know all the details beforehand. Instead I'm being thrown in head first. Ok, cool. Not like I got a choice. It's all good. At least that's what I keep telling myself. Listen to your ancestors people. Or get thrown into your path like me. Stay BeYoutiful.

Life 2020

 Life is funny. I had long forgotten about this blog. Over the years I have continued my spiritual journey and learned a lot about myself. Today, a good friend suggested I start a blog to write down my thoughts and it hit me like a train "Hey, I have one of those!". So, here I am again.

I am not some profound writer so I have no clue how this is going to turn out but I'm going to give it a try. My thoughts run deep but my words are limited sometimes. I am aiming to write myself to healing. To express my pain, joy, anger, and anything else in between. To connect with others who may relate. To drop some information on how to heal past hurts and be the best you can be. Of course, since I am also on a spiritual journey I will include spiritual tips I have learned along the way. This blog will be my safe space and I hope it will become someone else safe space too. Until next time family stay BeYoutiful.